Making a Big Decision

Everyone has had to make a choice at least once in their lives. 

Some choices are easy to make.

Some are hard. 

I have a decision I have to make in just a few months. 

It's not an easy... At ALL. 

So I've been having a hard time trying to decide what I should do. 

It's private, but it's very important. 

I'm scared to make the wrong choice, that's where God comes in. 

I've been praying a lot because obviously I can't do this myself.

So, now I'm hoping He will help me to make the right choice

and lead me in the right direction.

He has so far=)

**This goes with my mission statement because this experience is helping me to get closer to God. It's helping me have a stronger relationship with Him. It is also helping me to trust Him more and turn to Him when I need help. =)

♥Entertainment

♥There's a lot of things that I like to do for entertainment. If I just feel like relaxing and not doing much, I like to sit and listen to music or watch a movie. But if I feel like actually doing something, I like to hang out with friends, or play sports. This fits with my mission statement because in order to have good grades, you also need some time to relax and clear your mind, and that's what music does for me. Also, if I play sports when I have free time, I'm getting more involved and getting better like my mission statement says. So, those are some of the many things I like to do for entertainment. =)

Your Guardian Angel

♥When I see your smile

Tears run down my face I can't replace.

And now that I'm stronger I've figured out

How this world turns cold and breaks through my soul.

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one.

I will never let you fall.

I'll stand up with you forever.

I'll be there for you through it all.

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

It's ok. It's ok. It's ok.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away, Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will

Pull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be ok

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

This is one of my favorite songs. It's by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. This goes with my mission statement because it involves music. =)

Speeches

I did a speech about music on Tuesday, October 13. It was a persuasive speech. I was so nervous! But I was glad to get it over with afterwards. We have a new speech that we have to do now. It's a How-To speech. I'm nervous for this too. I really hate talking in fron of people because I have stage fright. I'm not looking forward to this whole lesson on public speaking:( But I want to try to do good because I need to keep my grades up (its part of my mission statement).

Volleyball Game:)

♥Yesterday, Tuesday, we had another volleyball game. The people on my team are Krystle, Michelle, Agnes, Luda, Karen, and sometimes Mackenzi and Weezy. The other team wasn't very challenging, so the game wasn't that fun. I hit a spike. So, that was cool:) We won two sets to none. It was awesome.

This goes with my mission statement because it involves an athletic sport.

Future Husband♥

-Everyone wants to one day find the perfect "someone" to share their lives with. I'm one of those people. These are some qualities that I would want him to have:

♥Unconditional Love

♥Funny ad always makes me laugh

 ♥cute smile

♥Likes music

♥Doesn't cause fights all the time

♥Respectful and Forgiving

♥Somewhat Attractive

♥Can put a smile on my face 

   and always cheer me up.

♥Someone I can trust

♥Helps me achieve my goals and 

  supports me.

♥Fun to be around.

♥Smart/Thoughtful

♥Can take care of our family.

♥Most importantly, he would have to have a mature relationship with God.

A Bad Experience

A bad experience I had in my life was a friendship I had with someone. I began to really trust that person quickly and we became really, really close. But one day, that person let me down, and that's when I realized you can't trust anyone until you REALLY know them. I learned to be more careful with the people I trust and the people I tell things too. So, now I don't easily trust people with my secrets.                                 

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Barn Party.

Last Saturday was the barn party. It was pretty fun. There was a lot of people there, including some academy kids from California who I'm not really sure who they were. I think most  people had fun. It was cool to just hang out with everyone. I got home pretty late, but I guess it was worth it:) I got a chance to talk to more people that I hadn't really talked to before and that was pretty cool.